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Okay, so I'm not really sure what it is I could give in exchange for this, I'm a writer mostly, not an artist so I can't do any art trades but I do have like 17 points to give if that makes a difference.
    I am in need of a banner and profile picture for my Youtube channel, NuKemiFish   


I would like something having to do with fish in some way and I love a rainbow color scheme as long as the colors are to bold/bright. I would be posting in my channel description the name of the artist and place a link to you deviantart page as well as any other pages you would like to have linked. If there's any takers, please leave me a note!  ^^ I need a banner picture, those long ones, because it's really hard to find one correctly formatted to put on youtube and a profile picture as previously stated, I would like the banner to have the channel name on it -NuKemiFish 
Tatem, Tatem

Why don't you cry?

Surely you've thought about dying before?

Tatem, Tatem

Sad little boy

You will never live up to the dreams they had for you

Tatem, Tatem

in such a dark place

You've fallen, nobody has understanding for you

Tatem, Tatem

Tick-tock little Tatem

If you don't decide, there's no hope for our youth

Tatem, Tatem

bring us the end

Break everything that you can't seem to mend

Tatem, Tatem

Why don't you cry?

Your very existence here

Is a lie.
Backstory: Tatem is a character for one of my collaboration stories. He is a powerful God-child, one of three. He is the least certain of his fate and is constantly taunted by demons. This is something I wrote in the perspective of one of the demons. I may or may not post the actual story.
Sometimes it's dark
Too dark

                                          "Light of my heart, do not let my darkness speak to me." [St. Augustine]

Sometimes it feels like I have to try too hard to be myself.

                                           "Never have I dealt with anything more difficult than my own soul" [Anonymous]

And the harder I try, the more I feel... the more it all hurts.

                                            "It is both a blessing and curse to feel everything so deeply." [DJ]

So I push them. I push them away with the only strength I had left.

                                           "And like the moon, she had a side of her so dark that even the stars couldn't shine on it. She had a side so cold, that even the sun couldn't burn it." [Abigail J]

but that is not what I want, not even close... but it feels like I have no choice.

                                           "I spent a year as a ghost and I'm not sure where home is anymore." [Anonymous]

All I can do is whisper - "I can beat this", and pretend to believe in my own words.

                                          "And then it all started to fall apart - again." [Dan Savage]

And I will, because there is no other choice but to fight the war that was waged on me, and I will win or I will die,

but the fight is my point.

And I will.

                                         "She's mad, but she's magic. There's no lie in her fire." [Charles Bukowski]
I have been Missing for months
The days, they pass me
like they think I'm standing still
I knew it would be hard to change
but nobody told me it was impossible
Hours go by
and my existance means nothing
Just barely outside of wasting my breath
So why am I trying so hard to feel miserable,
rather than just accepting my fate?
It's quiet now, in my head
Giving me a taste
of what it feels like to be dead
And maybe I like the bed that I've made
Maybe if I embrace it,
it all won't just swallow me
No more of this trying to be thin
No more of this smiling
No more trying to fit in
That's not you
No one ever truly get's what they want
You tried
You failed,
So move it along
and pretend to be grateful
that you got to try at all
The truth is
You will never be found
So yeah it's been a while. I've been working through my life and editing some longer stories so I haven't been active in a long ass time, but I'm back. I don't draw so much now as I've kinda moved more towards photography and writing. I know how spastic my uploads are, so for the people who still watch me I'm sorry for that, but appreciate that you're still with me. I'll be trying to get active again what with college and life never slowing down, I'll work on my consistency. <3




Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
I love wolves and Music. I Don't Draw a whole lot and it's all mostly for my writing. so yeah I'm more a writer than anything.

Current Residence: Minnasota
Favourite genre of music: Mostly anything
Favourite style of art: Anime, Manga, Realistic
MP3 player of choice: Ipod classic
Favourite cartoon character: Mugen (Samurai Champloo), Hiccup and toothless, Huey, Max Goof, Jim Hawkins, Gamzee, Karkat,

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jessicaalvarez Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015
Hey :) check out my pics and let me know what u think :*
Inspector-Spinda Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome back! Sorry i haven't been keeping up with your comic. I've been busy with applying for college and stuff as well as doing my own comic. I'll try to do more if i can, but if you really want more done probably best to get another person

Good luck with life,
formerly Crimson-Oath
XxRainXCallxX Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you ^^ it's alright I've been really busy editing the story so what you've done is very much appreciated but you should definitely focus on your own comic because my storyline has changed so much it's like a different story :3 I appreciate your work on it and thank you again!

All the best,

XxWeThePeoplexX Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the Watch

-Elie Rynn
Asansa Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014
Thanks! by FlamingSeme
XxRainXCallxX Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
And thank you for that image xD <3
Ne-Cola Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch and sry late greeting XD
XxRainXCallxX Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
lol No problem ^^ I love your style
Kumata Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2013  Hobbyist
I finished your request [link] :)
jemgirl Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the new fave vote. You got to chapter 2.

You read slower than I do. :D I'm joking, I'm joking.

I know everyone else has a life. :)
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